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The one that matters most to me,
Shang An ♥



Bless this mess ♥
posted at Friday, June 5, 2020 , Friday, June 05, 2020


its literally been forever since i actually posted so i decided to post one haha.
 i rly can't believe that its actually june already.
this year is literally a big mess but guess there's still so many things to be thankful for.
 been through too much recently but i'm rly so thankful that i met you.
bumping into you and actually getting to spend my days with you rn is probably 
the biggest blessing and gift for me this year.
thank you for supporting me in all that i choose to do and making me so happy in your ways.
i'm so happy that i met you esp when things seemed so bleak to me.
though circuit breaker and phase one is rly a big challenge for the both of us especially when things just started, i'm so grateful that we are actually coping well with it, 
through skype calls and yet through these, you can still make me so happy.
sometimes i rly question what did i actually do to deserve someone like you?
you're rlly the cutest, sweetest and the most precious thing :,)
but one thing for sure, in these few months tgt, i've actlly fell so hard for you.
with you, i feel so much happier and that i feel like i'm actlly improving with you.
your smile alone makes me so happy, and i rly hope i can make you happy too.
you deserve all the happiness rn hehe.
can't wait to spend my days and nights with you.
i just want to have a good sleep and share good food with you again.
thank you for everything, and to many more memories with you.

also, losing two dear people in my life in the span of two weeks rlly took a heavy toll 
on my mental wellbeing but i guess i'll just try to deal with it and let time heal.
rly can't wait for phase two to come. 
but tbh i guess there are still blessings from the circuit breaker, for bringing my family together compared to when we all had busy schedules and no time together previously. 
so thankful that we are all coping well but i hope this covid thing actually gets better here.
guess its a really big eye opener for everyone,
 i hope we actually learn to not take even the small things in life for granted.
cheers.







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