its literally been forever since i actually posted so i decided to post one haha.

 i rly can't believe that its actually june already.

this year is literally a big mess but guess there's still so many things to be thankful for.

 been through too much recently but i'm rly so thankful that i met you.

bumping into you and actually getting to spend my days with you rn is probably 

the biggest blessing and gift for me this year.

thank you for supporting me in all that i choose to do and making me so happy in your ways.

i'm so happy that i met you esp when things seemed so bleak to me.

though circuit breaker and phase one is rly a big challenge for the both of us especially when things just started, i'm so grateful that we are actually coping well with it, 

through skype calls and yet through these, you can still make me so happy.

sometimes i rly question what did i actually do to deserve someone like you?

you're rlly the cutest, sweetest and the most precious thing :,)

but one thing for sure, in these few months tgt, i've actlly fell so hard for you.

with you, i feel so much happier and that i feel like i'm actlly improving with you.

your smile alone makes me so happy, and i rly hope i can make you happy too.

you deserve all the happiness rn hehe.

can't wait to spend my days and nights with you.

i just want to have a good sleep and share good food with you again.

thank you for everything, and to many more memories with you.

also, losing two dear people in my life in the span of two weeks rlly took a heavy toll 

on my mental wellbeing but i guess i'll just try to deal with it and let time heal.

rly can't wait for phase two to come. 

but tbh i guess there are still blessings from the circuit breaker, for bringing my family together compared to when we all had busy schedules and no time together previously. 

so thankful that we are all coping well but i hope this covid thing actually gets better here.

guess its a really big eye opener for everyone,

 i hope we actually learn to not take even the small things in life for granted.

cheers.

Today has been truly incredible.

Met my lil sunshine and that's really the best part.

And i'm really soooo excited for tmr :)

Dance , cardio and swimming with Eva yeyz.

This post promos life is rlly amaaazing.

There's definitely less stress, a bigger social life and also pure happiness every single day.

Don't want school to start next Monday though due to the really really boring post promos timetable.

There isn't even late days anymore.

But honestly, TPJ's environment is really quite amazing.

We play hard but at the same time we work pretty hard as well.

Well at least, theres so little people leaving the school and committing suicide or something.

The environment makes things waaaaay more manageable and balanced.

I guess that's really the way to go.

Okay that's all I have for now,

goodnight.